The Curse of the D Continues...

It's been awhile since the last update so I hope you enjoy!
Too much Dustin
Dustin was the last guy I met on match.com. He was nice but he was just a little bit too into me. On our second and final date he told me that when he looked at me he wasn't sure if I was real or an angel and when he looked in my eyes he had to remember to keep breathing. Yay those are sweet things to say but the way he said it just creeped me out. Onto the next one...

And the curse of the D continues...

Excuses
Back in December my cousins came out to visit and on one of the nights went out to dinner with a college friend. My cousin that I live with thought we might hit it off and she was right we did. DD is a right guy at the wrong time. Just about as soon as we started talking about a billion things in his life went crazy, one right after the other. He was sick, his new puppies were sick, a pipe burst in his condo and flooded it, gave himself a concussion at work, client emergency, forced to go into the office by his boss, got sick again, parents got sick, once he even forgot we had plans, more puppy emergencies, and a few others I'm probably forgetting. For whatever reason I chose to be understanding and forgiving. He wasn't from the Internet, he came highly recommended, he wasn't a creeper and I actually like him and get along with him very well. I kept giving him the benefit of the doubt because all his reasons for canceling and rescheduling were legitimate reasons outside his control. After about four months I started to get frustrated. I want a real relationship, he is trying to get his life back in order after all of his craziness. In the processes of doing that I feel like I've become less important to him. I found that I was the one calling him, texting him and trying to make plans with him. That's not the type of relationship I want. When I talked to him about it he said he'd be better and he was for about a week. To aid in my attempt to not be so upset about when he cancelled on me I made a bingo card with all his excuses and would mark them off as he called and cancelled. I told myself I would give it till the end of June but I don't think I'll make it that far. I feel like I've compromised what I want out of a relationship in order to try and make this one work and that's just not me. I've decided to stop trying to make it work. If he wants a relationship with me then he can call me and I will lay it out for him and he can decide if he can really commit to being in an actual relationship with me. I'm done wasting my time and energy into something that he's not investing in. We make time for the things that are important to us. He's not making time for me, so why should I?
Only time will tell if it's onto the next one..... (I'll be sure and update when the decision has been made)